Hats off Kermode Bear

Have you ever thought how, no matter how much you seem to try to change an aspect of yourself that you hate, you always keep falling on the same mistakes? Lately, I've been finding myself in a situation in which i want to believe that i'm committed to fixing the things i hate about myself, yet even though i try i keep making the same mistakes and it's gotten to the point where i can't take it very well. I'm also talking about something i addressed in an earlier entry, which is a tendency of mine to be a complete scatterbrain and forget simple, yet important things constantly. The last three weeks i've had several instances of it happening and after today (in which it happened again) i'm seriously starting to get worried and i don't really know what i should do about it... Sometimes when i'm doing something, simple like showering, organizing things, trying to keep everything in order, etc. I always seem to keep forgetting about something. Which ul...

Hello everyone. I hope you are all having a good day. When i first started writing this post, at first i came with the intention of making something more positive. but after some thoughts as i was writing the original i realized that i'm not really in the mood for it as i thought i was. And either way, when i talk about issues i usually have more stuff to talk about in depth than the standard positivity fishing i was thinking about. I do feels that things are going pretty good for me at the moment, the stuff i'm studying in college actually interest me for once, and being abroad has given me a sense of freedom and independence that i don't believe I've ever had before... Things are different and it's honestly rather nice. Although i know this might sound like some kind of out of context rant, it's something i thought was relevant to write down before i go on. That being said, let's get to the point. I don't know what the fuck is wrong with my head a lot ...

Okay, this may be kind of a weird post but i think it's relevant... Well at least to me.. Obviously. We all have flaws... And if you don't your flaw probably involves not having flaws. Which would be a flaw in which case you wouldn't be flawless.. OK seriously though i'm talking about those aspects of yourself you are not so proud of and try to improve upon. We all have those right? Some of us more than others but it's a general thing. This might sound like i'm stretching it for the sake of writing something (which i probably am) but it's a thought that has lingered in my mind for a while and i thought writing about it would make me feel better. Why? Because i'm very aware of my flaws and i get extremely angry at myself when i fail on them again, especially knowing that i thought i was trying to improve upon it just to do it again and end up thinking that i'm probably not progressing as much as i wish i was. It's increasingly frustrating. This ...