Hats off Kermode Bear

Hello everyone. I hope you are all having a good day. When i first started writing this post, at first i came with the intention of making something more positive. but after some thoughts as i was writing the original i realized that i'm not really in the mood for it as i thought i was. And either way, when i talk about issues i usually have more stuff to talk about in depth than the standard positivity fishing i was thinking about. I do feels that things are going pretty good for me at the moment, the stuff i'm studying in college actually interest me for once, and being abroad has given me a sense of freedom and independence that i don't believe I've ever had before... Things are different and it's honestly rather nice. Although i know this might sound like some kind of out of context rant, it's something i thought was relevant to write down before i go on. That being said, let's get to the point. I don't know what the fuck is wrong with my head a lot ...

Okay, this may be kind of a weird post but i think it's relevant... Well at least to me.. Obviously. We all have flaws... And if you don't your flaw probably involves not having flaws. Which would be a flaw in which case you wouldn't be flawless.. OK seriously though i'm talking about those aspects of yourself you are not so proud of and try to improve upon. We all have those right? Some of us more than others but it's a general thing. This might sound like i'm stretching it for the sake of writing something (which i probably am) but it's a thought that has lingered in my mind for a while and i thought writing about it would make me feel better. Why? Because i'm very aware of my flaws and i get extremely angry at myself when i fail on them again, especially knowing that i thought i was trying to improve upon it just to do it again and end up thinking that i'm probably not progressing as much as i wish i was. It's increasingly frustrating. This ...

This blog doesn't really serve any purpose beyond an outlet to let stuff out. For those who are reading this who are new, hello and welcome. I'm going to keep it simple and go straight to the point. I don't like sharing my true identity on the internet so i go under the pseudonym of Mr.Kermode. I am 20 years old, currently in college in a foreign country from my own, and i an an artist. Or well at least i believe i am, but that's something for some other time. The truth is that my life has been under drastic changes far beyond of something that i have ever experienced in my entire life. Every single aspect of it has changed . You could say for the better, but the amount of new thoughts, feelings, fears and reflections ive beenthrough has been such that there's no way i can keep all of that stuff in my head without it getting on my nerves... one don't really have anyone to talk to about this stuff who'd one probably have enough patience to want to deal wi...